Resources

Violators cannot live with the truth;
survivors cannot live without it.
Chrystine Oksana

categories

General ra/mc and DID resources

An Infinite Mind
A website promoting the strengths and struggles of people living with dissociative identities, filling a need for accurate information on dissociative disorders. A trustworthy, joyful space to connect with survivors, supporters, and clinicians.

DeprogramWiki
A collaboration of information regarding what is referred to as ‘Undetectable Mind Control’, with a massive collection of resources that attempts to cover all areas of deprogramming and programming.

End Ritual Abuse
Ellen P. Lacter, Ph.D.’s website with articles and resources.

Fighting Monarch
A Resistance Site For Survivors of CIA, NSA, Tavistock, and Illuminati Mind Control.

Lyn Barrett
Writing workshops and coaching, specifically for people with dissociative disorders.

rainfo.org
Dozens of bibliographies on topics including self-help, art therapy, journaling, addictions, resources for male survivors. Also has a FAQ, coming events, and news related to survivors.

Relentless Hope for Survivors of Ritual Abuse
Utah based advocacy and support for survivors of sex trafficking and ritual abuse.

S.M.A.R.T.
S.M.A.R.T.’s Ritual Abuse Pages.

Survivor Support
A website dedicated to supporting survivors, and to helping educate those seeking to better understand how best to support them.

Survivorship.Org
For survivors of ritual abuse, mind control, and torture.

Svali Speaks Again
Personal blog of Svali, a Jesuit/Illuminati survivor.

Understanding Dissociation and the Spectrum of Dissociative Effects
Dissociation-related Support
From survivor and activist Trish Fotheringham’s (1960-2020) original website, now hosted on GrassRoots to help keep her legacy alive. An excellent resource for both survivors and their allies to better understand dissociation and how to support themselves or others in their healing.
(Note: This listing is also under Resources for Friends, Therapists, and Other Allies.)

Finding a therapist – If you need some help with this, email Jean at risemanjean@gmail.com.

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Survivors’ Blogs, Social media, and Websites

Ritual Abuse
Jean’s blog – Jean shares what she has learned in the last 25+ years in the hopes of making life a little less confusing for other survivors, and increasing understanding among those who have been fortunate enough not to have RA in their backgrounds.

Our Dissociative Lives
Leni’s blog – “A blog about living life with alters, maintaining recovery, and remembering my past.”

sparrow4everfree
sparrowdose
Sparrow’s blog and Instagram – The artwork and poetry of RA/MC survivor Sparrow.

Anneke Lucas
Anneke’s blog – Anneke Lucas is an author, speaker, advocate for child sex trafficking victims, and creator of the Unconditional Model.

A Survivor’s Thoughts on Life
A Survivor’s Poetry
A Survivor’s Healing Art
Flower’s websites – Flower reflects on life as a survivor through blog articles, poetry, and art.

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poetry and art

By survivors of Ritual Abuse and Government/Military Mind Control Programming.
Trigger warning: Poems and artwork are raw and uncensored; use caution when reading and viewing them.

*All poems/artwork are the property (copyright) of the poets and are not to be shared or duplicated without the poets’ consent. To reach out to one of the poets, Contact Us and we will forward your request, along with your email address, to the poet(s).

If you’re a RA/MC survivor and would like your poetry included here, please send your poem(s) to us via our Contact Us form.

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books and articles

For Young Ones of All Ages

Brown, Margaret Wise. Goodnight Moon. A little bunny takes a long time to say good night to all his favorites and finally goes to bed.

Hansen, Diane. Those are MY Private Parts. Written by a grown-up, illustrated by a kid. Informative and empowering – and funny.

Keats, Ezra Jack. The Snowy Day. A child’s wonder at a new world and the hope of capturing and keeping the wonder forever.

Maclesy, Charlie. The Boy, the Mole, the Fox and the Horse. Four friends explore the world and reflect on life.

Miller, Jade. Dear Little Ones Part 1 and Dear Little Ones Part 2 and Dear Little Ones Part 3. Three loving, empowering books for young parts. The first is general, the second is about parents, the third is about being whole.

Stewart, Whitney. Rippin, Sall (Illustrator.) Meditation Is an Open Sky. Mindfulness for Kids. Very short, simple picture book for younger kids.

Udry, Janice May. Simon, Marc (Illustrator.) A Tree Is Nice (Rise and Shine). A classic tale about the beauty of the everyday world.

On dissociation and healing

Collyer, Cathy, OTR, LMT. Staying in the Room: Managing Medical and Dental Care When You Have DID. Practical strategies that make it easier to for adults with DID and OSDD to seek and receive the quality medical and dental care they deserve.

Lacter, Ellen, Ph.D. A Coloring Book of Healing Images for Adult Survivors of Child Abuse. Healing approaches and tools shared in a fun and hope giving medium.

Evaluating Therapists and Therapy, Jean Riseman
Part I: Finding a Therapist, Part II: Problems That Can Arise In Therapy, Part III: Evaluating Ongoing Therapy

Medical Care for Survivors, Jean Riseman

R/A Survivors and Dentistry, Jean Riseman

Managing the Holidays, Wings
Not written specifically for RA/MC survivors, but the information may be useful.

Staying Safe in our Interactions with Others, Garden Flower

On Ritual Abuse and military-government/mind control

Badouk-Epstein, Orik; Schwartz, Joseph; Wingfield Schwartz, Rachel (Editors). Ritual Abuse and Mind Control, 1st Edition. This report – based on proceedings from a conference on the subject – combines clinical presentations, survivors’ voices, and research material to help address ways to work clinically with mind control and cult programming from the perspective of relational psychotherapy.

CARE, Inc. Prayer Warrior 2: Prayers for Healing from Ritual Abuse and Mind Control. A compilation of healing prayers for prayer ministers, counselors, and survivors. The prayers were developed by the staff at CARE, Inc., a nonprofit organization with over 30 years of experience serving survivors of ritual abuse and mind control and other forms of trauma. The prayers address topics and issues frequently raised by survivors of mind control and ritual abuse. Each chapter includes an explanatory discussion of an issue, followed by a prayer.

Engel, Juliette M. Sparky: Surviving Sex Magick. Juliette M. Engel’s memoir of being an MKULTRA survivor, born into a family of intelligence operatives. In 1955 at the age of six, she was sold by her father into the CIA’s secret Monarch program. At age ten, she was selected for Sex Magick because she was tall, smart, and pretty.

Hoffman, Wendy. White Witch in a Black Robe: A True Story About Criminal Mind Control. A memoir about secret high-level mind control, the ways heads of governments and religious organizations participate in this, as well as the healing process, and ultimately, how the mind becomes whole again.

Miller, Alison, Ph.D. Becoming Yourself: Overcoming Mind Control and Ritual Abuse. For survivors. Takes survivors through understanding the abuses and how their symptoms may be consequences of these abuses, and gives practical advice regarding achieving stability and managing life issues. Also teaches survivors how to work with their complex personality system and with the traumatic memories, to heal the wounds created by the abuse.

Miller, Alison, Ph.D. Healing the Unimaginable: Treating Ritual Abuse and Mind Control. A practical, task-oriented, instructional manual designed to help therapists provide effective treatment for survivors of these most extreme forms of child abuse and mental manipulation.

Miller, Alison, Ph.D. and Hoffman, Wendy. From the Trenches: A Victim and Therapist Talk About Mind Control and Ritual Abuse. Through a survivor of mind control’s story, a factual exploration of what mind control is and how it works, and a blazing plea to the commitment to making these abuses known and helping victims achieve safety and healing.

Svali. It’s Not Impossible: Healing from Ritual Abuse and Mind Control. Written by a survivor of ritual abuse and mind control, this book is designed to help both therapists and survivors understand what occultic mind control is, how to heal from it, and important issues and barriers survivors encounter, with tips on how to support the healing journey.

Svali. Svali Speaks – Breaking Free of Cult Programming. Written by a survivor of ritual abuse and mind control, this book helps build an understanding of the Illuminati and how to break free of their programming.

Svali. Svali Speaks – Never Give Up: The Autobiography of a Survivor of Ritual Abuse and Mind Control (Kindle edition). The autobiography of Svali, a survivor of ritual abuse and mind control. She describes her memories from birth to age 14, growing up as a child in a cult programming facility, and her relationships with both the programmers and her peers. Although graphic, this book is a unique glimpse into how one well-funded, organized occult group – the Jesuit Order – programs its children with a lifetime impact into the adult years.

Wheeler, Cisco. They Know Not What They Do: Illuminati Mind Control Programming. Cisco Wheeler shares her artwork on one page and then describes the programming that it represents on the other. The complete book is available as a PDF, for free.

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webinars, videos, and podcasts

50 Voices of Ritual Abuse 
Short interviews with ritual abuse survivors, most from Europe. Some of you may recognize Svali, Anneke Lucas, and others that have websites or Youtube channels.

Bethany Brand, PhD: What is dissociative identity disorder?
Bethany Brand, PhD, of Towson University, discusses why DID is more subtle than TV and movie portrayals would lead viewers to believe, what is happening in the brains of patients who experience it, and what treatments are available.

Brice Taylor and Ted Gunderson: MK-ULTRA Mind Control Revealed, the True Story
Brice Taylor tells how she was conditioned through trauma in order to be mind controlled and used by top government officials and many of the elite of the world. Introduction by Ted Gunderson, Former FBI Agent.

A collection of video resources on RA/MC from Dr. Ellen Lacter’s website.

Dr. Ellen Lacter: Ritual Abuse and Mind Control
An audio podcast on ritual abuse and mind control with Dr. Ellen Lacter.

Fritz Springmeier: Undetectable Mind Control
A lecture from 1996.

Gene “Chip” Tatum and Ted Gunderson Interviewing CIA MK-Ultra Victims
Brice Taylor and Barbara Hartwell, survivors of CIA MK-Ultra, speak out in a 1998 interview.

Dr. Juliette Engel Part 1, Sparky, Surviving Sex Magic
Dr. Juliette Engel discusses her latest books, Sparky, Surviving Sex Magic and Angels Over Moscow, the story of her 20 years fighting trafficking in Moscow.

International Conference for Human Trafficking and Social Justice
A two part presentation on YouTube:
“The Interface Between Sex Trafficking, Ritual Abuse (RA), and Mind Control (MC) Programming,” by Donna Lyon, Jean Riseman, Mary Sparrow, and Anneke Lucas – September 23, 2022

Part 1: The panelists, ranging in age from 58 to 85, were all introduced to sex trafficking by their families. Their experiences ranged from being exploited by a local group of pedophiles to global elite child sex trafficking rings.

Part 2: Panelists described their escape and entry into healing, how their abusers attempted to maintain control, signs and symptoms specific to their ritual abuse and mind control programming, and shared their recovery to becoming survivor leaders.

Kim Noble: The Multiple Personalities Of One Artist
A video exploring the paintings of a British artist called Kim Noble, whose collection of paintings look at first glance like they were done by 14 different artists, and who has DID.

Mary Knight – RITUAL ABUSE: Am I Crazy? My journey to determine if my memories are true (with German subtitles)
In an on camera quest to find healing, satanic ritual abuse and familial sex trafficking survivor Mary Knight, MSW, meets with False Memory Syndrome Foundation leaders. The film follows Knight’s healing journey and ends on a positive note.

Sarah Desjardins: Coming Face to Face with Dissociative Identity Disorder
Sarah Desjardins explains how her appalling childhood abuse led to DID and how she has learned to live with a mental health issue that is often mocked in popular culture and widely misunderstood in our society.

Spoon Theory and Fork Theory: How We Talk About Our Health
An educational video about DID by The Entropy System. Spoon and fork theory as it applies to DID and exhaustion.

Survivorship Movie (the Survivorship edit)
A Survivorship video describing what ritual abuse is, for survivors of ritual abuse, mind control, and torture, and pro-survivors.

Svali on the Truth About Child Sex Trafficking
Survivor Svali joins Gabbi Choong to share some of her lived experiences within Illuminati/Jesuit cults where she was trained as a programmer and an oracle. In this video, Gabbi Choong speaks with Svali about child sex trafficking and cults.

Svali on the Illuminati, Jesuit Power Structure, Demonics Used in Mind Control and ‘Gifts’
Survivor Svali joins Gabbi Choong to share some of her lived experiences within Illuminati/Jesuit cults where she was trained as a programmer and an oracle. She shares her breakthroughs and journey deprogramming and getting free from the trauma bonds and mind control that enable these groups to enslave individuals and through this our world.

Svali’s Testimony
From the 50 Voices of Ritual Abuse project.

Teresa’s Escape from Brutal ‘Satanic Cult’ and Bizarre Rituals
From 1989 on 60 Minutes Australia, journalist Ian Leslie interviews a British girl, Teresa, who was trapped for 12 years in a brutal satanic cult run by her grandmother.

The Ugly Truth About The Girl Next Door
A podcast that tells the story of a suburban, middle class girl who was trafficked and sexually exploited for decades, starting even before the age of 6 years old. It deals with ritual abuse within churches and religious ministries.

Wendy Hoffman – Artificially Rooted in the Natural
Perpetrators artificially root their commands in the natural tendencies of the human brain, personality and soul, such as dissociation, the need for love, and many others. The purpose of this video is to help survivors understand some of the unwanted potency of programming and relieve some of the shame and suffering they may feel as they go through their recovery.

Wendy Hoffman – Survivorship Conference 2017 – Dirty Therapy
Satanic cult perpetrator groups infiltrate the professions where survivors go to find support, including therapy. There are also many safe and competent therapists. Wendy Hoffman shares her experiences with finding a good therapist to help survivors elude the therapists who would cause harm.

If you are a RA/MC survivor and have a podcast, or a prerecorded video or webinar you would like to include here, Contact Us.

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support groups

Forming Groups for Survivors of RA/MC –
Overview of different kinds of peer support groups.

Support Groups

Upcoming GrassRoots Events

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Resources for Friends, Therapists, and Other Allies

Canadian Centre for Child Protection
A trauma education video series.

Understanding Dissociation and the Spectrum of Dissociative Effects
Dissociation-related Support
From survivor and activist Trish Fotheringham’s (1960-2020) original website, now hosted on GrassRoots to help keep her legacy alive. An excellent resource for both survivors and their allies to better understand dissociation and how to support themselves or others in their healing.
(Note: This listing is also under General RA/MC and DID Resources.)

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technical tips

Creating and Managing Zoom Meetings (instructions)
Note that you will need a personal Zoom account.

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